.::. Drinking Frustrations .::.

I can't believe you're having my child.
I can't concieve the feelings we've lost.

Running away, from all of our problems.
Never today, do we face anything.

I think I'm going insane, pulling my hair,
drinking emotions, under the table.

You're the reason I stay alive,
Even the reason I want to die.

Can't control the depression, the madness.

Keeps on coming, keeps on drudging.

Running away, today's endless problems.

.::. Those Days .::.

When did you become so ungrateful?
So HATEFUL!
So far away,
Away from the girl that I fell in Love?

When did we get so far apart?
Apart from our hearts,
where our emotions once lay.

Twas a day,
not so long passed.
We layed and stared,
Rolled and laughed.

I miss those days....
Those sunny rainy days.

So far gone,
I wish for those days.

Now they lay,
merely a fog filled distant memory.

Are you truly still out there?