Wednesday, December 14, 2005

.::. Bringing me to you .::.

As I've traveled along the roads of dark emotion.

I ever longed and ever prayed
for a love so bright
to illuminate my heart
to scare the black away
until my pain is gone.

Mother Mary, I prayed to you.
Mother Mary, you made it true.

That day, a week ago,
events lined up so perfectly.

Fate led me in, only to run into you.

Since then our meetings,
have been lovely,
have been beautiful,
have been simply amazing,
purely heavenly.

Thank you mother Mary,
I will always love you.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

.::. A moment for John .::.


Today marks the 25th anniversary of John Lennon's death. John left us with some of the most beautiful poetry and prose, and a heart filled message of peace that few could live up to today. If we all take a moment today to remember a great musician, poet and inspiration for several generations....

I told you about strawberry fields
You know the place where nothing is real
Well here's another place you can go
Where everything flows.
Looking through the bent backed tulips
To see how the other half live
Looking through a glass onion.

I told you about the walrus and me-man
You know that we're as close as can be-man
Well here's another clue for you all
The walrus was Paul.
Standing on the cast iron shore-yeah
Lady Madonna trying to make ends meet-yeah
Looking through a glass onion.

I told you about the fool on the hill
I tell you man he living there still
Well here's another place you can be
Listen to me.
Fixing a hole in the ocean
Trying to make a dove-tail joint-yeah
Looking through a glass onion.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

.::. Emotions .::.

Living amongst a hopeless crowd
Blind and tired, lost but wired
Can not seem to comprehend this shroud
Thrill and fear, chilled a tear

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

.::. Wanting and Waiting .::.

Shining outward with a smile so grand
Looking inward on a heart so damaged
Eyes piercing always into my land
Seeking emotions never left stranded

Wanting and waiting
Patient and nervous
Shaking and shrinking
Insistant and curious

Lost amongst a pool of you so deep
Tip of the iceburg is all we've reached
Can not begin to fathom how far I've leaped
To merely breach through your keep

Wanting and waiting
Patient and nervous
Shaking and shrinking
Insistant and curious

.::. 100 Blogging Poets .::.

This site was just named to Blogging Poet's List of 100 Blogging Poets featured here, or you can view the entire list. I also wanted to point out another poets blog that was featured as number 73 on Blogging Poet's list, Anonymous Poet I highly recommend you check out his site, it's full of some very insightful lines.

Monday, December 05, 2005

.::. You .::.

Hues of golden, starry rays,
In a sea of black and blue,
Entwining our love lost days,
Inspiration, she's my muse.

Special thanks goes out to anonymous poet for helping me make this rhyme flow like wind on a sunny spring afternoon.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

.::. Infectious Desire .::.

The lonely hearts club met in moonlit grace
A smile, an eye, an infectious desire
Soft spoken words in between one glance
Passion peaks amongst our bonded fire

Saturday, December 03, 2005

.::. Trash .::.

beaten, battered, bruised and weakend
moments passed, heaven trashed
suns rays pass over truly leaving
a row of ducks, always screaming

Friday, December 02, 2005

.::. Suicide .::.

Depression, whether chemical or situational, can lead one down a very dark and lonely path of apathy, self hate and lack of inspiration. When it gets bad, and I don't mean just laying around feeling sorry for your self. But when it gets real bad you start to see things dying instead of living. As if looking through the world with cursed eyes that see lives fade away. You get to that breaking point when you start to invision different ways to go. By a gun, by a car, by an injection or pills. It doesn't matter their are millions of ways to take your own life. I have been on that edge many times in life, it's part of me I've seen death. But I'm still here. Probably only because of the loving support of my family, because without them I don't think I would of made it.

A friend of the families recently decided to take his own life. It has caused tsunami sized waves of destructive emotions throughout his family, friends, co-workers and more. He was a well respected, and much loved man that unfortunately chose a very painful way out. I know many of you have been to that edge and back, and I know it hurts. But remember, if you ever feel that way think long and hard about the many many people you will hurt. Call somebody, anybody. Go to the hospital and talk to someone if you have to, just remember to never make rash decisions because we all Love you.