.::. Lonely & Longing .::.

Patience is running out,
Kindness is nearing limits,
You have left me full of doubt,
It seems you'll never commit.

.::. So Long .::.

So long good friend of my mine,
We've had some truly amazing times,
I hope you come to terms with it all,
Otherwise you'll take a horrid fall.

Too many times we've taken that drive,
Those muddy afternoons I felt alive,
Riding along thru noon and night,
Never stopping not even with this spite.

.::. Happiness is like a butterfly. .::.

Happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you turn your attention to other things, It comes and sits softly on your shoulder.

--
Nathaniel Hawthorne

.::. Hello, Hello, Hello. .::.

Hello, hello, hello.
Can you hear me?
Please respond to me.
I'm dying inside.

Is this what you really want?
Is this how things will always go?
I can not help to dream,
That these days will end.

I'm standing in the rain,
Amongst my pain,
Waiting for you,
To come back to me.

I'm sorry for not being me.
I have made so many mistakes,
Hurtful painful mistakes.
Please baby forgive me.

.::. My Baby Too .::.

Why are you keeping my baby from me?
I know you and I, we fought over coffee.

I may not have acted always the best,
I may have hurt you like the rest.

But please you must know,
That I love our daughter so.

So much I love her with all my heart,
So much I care for her, its off the charts.

Please, you must not keep her away,
Please, she's my baby too in every way.

.::. Disease .::.

Hard times have been flowing for the two of us,
Ever since the beginning when I first laid eyes on you.

I knew that you were just like me, searching long overdue,
For that kind of feeling, that intense caress.

I sit back and stare amongst snow covered trees,
Wondering if our current situations are to much to bear.

You and I are being crushed, living in a world of despair,
These unjust emotions, eating us away like a disease.

Can't seem to understand,
Wont ever comprehend,
These emotions I feel for you,
This Love is so real for you.

Even though it may prove untrue.

.::. Kept Away .::.

She's going on a month now,
Just a three week old...

Her mother has kept me away,
Not spending even a day.

All I want to do is see you,
To hold you in my arms and cry.

She never lets me see you,
Not even for a moment gone by.

I wont let her keep us apart for long,
Baby please, I'll try and be strong.

But these things they can take some time,
I love you Sage, I'll see you soon